Sunday, August 27, 2006
empty
i hate everything.. dun sae anything to me when euu dunno everything..
de feelin hurts.. i am alwaes arent good enough for euu..
others are alwaes better.. wateva i've tried to change in de past..
is useless.. its nothing to euu nw.. euu dun care.. let me tell euu dis.. i arent for euu to take for granted..
i arent here to be neglected.. scolded.. for long.. daes before everything were still fine..
we enjoy de company of each other..
ytd.. euu hugged me tightli in ur arms..
saein euu will nvr eva leave me..
de moments of happiness..
of being loved by euu..
todae.. we quarrel..
i asked euu to find a better one..
euu sae fine.. break..
dats de word dat euu alwaes sae..
but in de end.. we nvr..
euu came up wid solutions..
solutions dat will lead me to a place..
where dere will de lack of euu.
ur support.. my everything..
dun euu noe..? hw actualli it mean to me..?
how am i supose to let euu nod..?
am i a nice stead..?
am i a nice gal..?
it alwaes remain a ? to me..
but deep down in euu..
i bet.. its alwaes a "no"
3:15 PM