Tuesday, April 18, 2006

hate myself!!


hate myself for mindin soo much..
hate myself for thinkin soo much..
hate myself for not trustin.. why..?
why am i lyk dat..? ming ming hen ai ni..
but y am i not trustin..? i hate myself..
I HATE MYSELF!! HATE HATE HATE!!
f**k de hell out of me man.. shit!!
i love him i reali do.. but.. will he be happi..?
am i too sensitive..? too unreasonable..?
if yes.. i'm sry.. i dun wish to end things here..
i reali dun.. i miss him*.. i'm havin fever!!!
shit man.. i'm losin my voice.. haix..

i reali hope euu get to read dis..
hope dat euu'll nod how i feel...
nod wad i'm thinkin.. nod why..
tell me dat euu love me..
tell me dat euu care..
dun leave me hangin dere to think..
think of all de nonsense..
im sry if i was a bad stead..
but i reali did tried my best..
my best to be de best dat i could..
a ger dat euu need.. but.. i fail..?
tell me euu would be dere for me..
accompany me.. help me through it..


9:01 PM




DE GER

known as PENNY
deception 16++
27 of oct
dun hate ppl onli if dey dislyk me =)



october babi

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate
and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn
towards your inner and outer beauty and
independent personality. Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets
new people easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands
out in a crowd. Essentially very smart.

i love dis msg

if a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore. If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life; If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore. A girl wont cry easily, Except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak. A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego. Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life. Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life. When she cry rite in front of you, When she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling? Think. Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz of you? She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity, She cry, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside. Guys, Think about it, If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it. Do consider it, Coz one day, It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry". To my friends... Ponder this message seriously. Dont do dis to a girl, You may regret for the rest of your life. Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love YOU the most.

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