Tuesday, February 28, 2006
no one would nod how i felt..
not euu nor you..
nobodi nods.. if things are reali dat easi 2solve..
nothin would happen in de first place..
everything changes.. you gave me de feelin..
dat you dun lyk me bein wid him*..
come on la.. think.. he is not a bad guy lorx..
why you dun lyk him* i oso dunno..
you prefer de old me..? den you go..
i dun wan go.. i dun lyk de past bad me..
i simpli hate de past me..
de me dat are so bad..
i dun lyk it.. now i'm changin..
changin to attend sch often den last tym..
but you dun lyk it..
you dun lyk dis dun lyk dat..
wad am i suppose to do..?
he* angry me den i should tolearte de ma..
as a stead.. dis is wad i should do..
ya..not all de tym.. but at tyms rite..?
to keep it goin.. mantainin it..
alwaes showin attitude..?
you pro you can.. i cannot..
and nvr will i do dat..
alwaes showin attitude dun mean dat i love him*..
when i sae i love him*.. i mean it..
it mean i will give and take..
and lots more.. as a stead..
showin attitude doesnt mean everythin..
it onli let dat guy think its a mistake 2b wid you..
attituide kills!!
3 to 4 yrs ob frenz.. dis is all i'm gettin now..
am i supposed to feel happi..? or stupid..?
i wun give him* up cos of you..
no.. i wun.. i'm changin for him*..
he want de best for me..
but do you.?. wads call i alwaes bear de anger..?
arent dat wad i'm suppose to do as a stead..?
even for you.. i would oso tolerate..
you are my close frenz..
if its wad you sae .. den am i suppose 2treat you dat wae too..
huh..? can anione tell me.?..
[+]you guys made me felt so all alone..[+]
i dunno why.. dun ask me de reason..
i cant describe.. i cant..
even though you guys are dere..
to me..
its as if you guys arent dere..
y..? i dunno..
but.. i nod for sure..
i hate thing dat are happenin now..
[+]attitude kill!![+]
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